The spicier meat, with a side of bacon wrapped scallops and ice cold water. This is where I talk and draw about the Freaky (loli shota cub). Sometimes I also talk about general sex topics.
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I wish shotacon specifically wasn't so niche cause I just, like boys like that, and I don't get much art about it on my feeds. And I like lolicon too, but it feels like comparatively there's much more of that than shotacon. And sure I get it lots of porn is made for straight men who like correcting girls or something, ok... but I need the SPICE of life
I haven't had much time to really sit down and draw more complex pieces, or even do much worldbuilding. But I want to... Like, I want to draw some Pals I find interesting, I want to draw some of Wattana's shapeshifting, I want to draw young Ephraim and Eirika in private, I want to draw pictures of rainbows.
But, I usually come home from school too tired to do much of anything.
rape and child abandonmentI have a backstory-esque plot for how Amphon ends up alone at his age. He is a child of rape. I'm undecided on the motives, but his father took his mother one night, when she was left defenseless.
Tools needed for abortion are hard to come by, and people that know how to use them even harder, so this wasn't a viable option. Birth control is a little easier, but the mother never thought it would happen to her, so never took any. So she carries Amphon to term.
Still, a child wasn't part of her plan so to speak. She takes care of her baby only as long as she needs to, and leaves him behind as soon as it's "appropriate" or "feasible" (around age 5). They don't meet again after this, and wouldn't recognize each other in a crowd. Amphon doesn't know the circumstances of his birth either, and that really isn't what concerns him. While he is able to fend for himself via his own enginuity, he is lonely, and tired in a way.
So I also realize my list of inspirations for drawing (japanese animation, 2008-2015 animation memes) are more like what inspired me to start drawing and storytelling rather than what inspires my visual style. I still have no concrete idea what the latter is. Maybe it doesn't matter that much, and I think you can still say some of my visual inclination comes from those things
I wish more of Hideo Azuma's work was translated in English. Yeah I want to see the work of the "father of lolicon". He draws girls very cutely and it is very reminiscent of Tezuka. Also he just seems to have led an interesting life. Add it to the list of reasons to learn Japanese
@foxroom@Aogami commissioning in my experience is a collaborative process, usually the artist and buyer are going back and forth, discussing how to bring the idea to fruition. And buyers are picking specific artists because they are connecting with the work, in some way... I guess, most people don't appreciate this kind of labor, and what goes into it, and the reasons behind it. It's kind of like, valuing the journey over the destination to me. I'm really struggling to put into precise words how I feel about this. I'm usually discussing this topic with other artists who understand what I'm getting at a bit better.
"Azuma's combination of the stout bodies of Osamu Tezuka's works and the emotive faces of shōjo manga marked the advent of the bishōjo and the aesthetic of "cute eroticism" (kawaii ero). " -Lolicon, Wikipedia
@foxroom@Aogami i think that GenAI gives people an excuse not to think creatively, because a computer is just giving you what you want (by mishmashing other people's work usually without their permission). There is value in the process of creating art yourself. From motor and observation skills to the fullfillment of putting your ideas out there... GenAI takes away 90% of that experience.
Would be nice to join a zine collab that is fiction friendly but I never seem to find them in time. I wonder if I'd find anything if I search loli zine on duckduckgo
Wanted to maybe participate in a zine for Osamu Tezuka, but then they ban anyone who even engages with... "pedopornography (loli/shota)" or "incest/pedocriminal ships". Ugh, those terms make me cringe so hard. It feels wrong to think or say. But I am quite deflated regardless. Also, have they even read Tezuka's work or looked at his style?
@foxroom@Aogami I know why Gen AI is harming artists. But many of the users of GenAI are using it because they just want quick results, rather than supporting a real artist, or using creative thinking themselves. I think that mentality is part of the harm, and I'm afraid we'll have to agree to disagree on this aspect, because I don't think it's something I'm going to budge on.
I also can't describe what my art style even is and nobody ever answers me when I ask. So I have just been living in confusion about this for years. I like to say it's toony or animesque but then you look at toony art or anime and look at mine and it's like, no something isn't right here
sillinessAll characters in my art are 18 MINUS. Every single one is underage. And they are all being raped. None of my art is consenual. And I condone EVERY bad thing that happens in my drawings. In fact, my art is 100% REAL. Not only are they real events but they are things I am doing to YOU, right now.
@Aogami these kinds of people are just so... irritating, and crude. Probably like, an ATF user, cause that culture leans a lot more "consumer" than "creation". They claim to know what makes a real lolishotacon but don't respect the artists that make the genre what it is. No respect for the process of thinking and creating and how human that is. GenAI is beneficial to them because they care more about the result than the process. It's pretty sad. And like, I can understand the whole "making money makes you fake" thing, but only to a point. Some artists want to do art as a profession, or want to be compensated for their time. Nothing is wromg with that. Like would you tell a chef or a janitor that they don't care because they're being paid? It's silly
I have no idea what my type is except vague concepts like "cute" or "hug" or "boy" and I don't like or remember enough things to make a chart . Sometimes I just see a creature and my brain goes "I want to draw its pussy"
