The spicier meat, with a side of bacon wrapped scallops and ice cold water. This is where I talk and draw about the Freaky (loli shota cub). Sometimes I also talk about general sex topics.
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I think a cute interaction would be Seliph saying he loves his mom so much he's going to marry her. Deirdre chuckles shyly and says she's already married to his father. So Seliph says he'll marry him too and they'll all be married together.
Thinking about Deirdre x shota Seliph again. But I don't feel like finishing the comic anymore due to my Stupid Baka Life. Also I would probably want to restart it anyway. Also I don't think it's interesting enough to put in comic form anyway. I have other images I want to draw with them though. Like more of them kissing. Or Deirdre giving Seliph oral. Oneeshota felatio is cute.
Apparently, the person who made these might be Takami Akai, who is known for his work at Gainax on games such as Princess Maker. I can't put into words how I feel about this so here's an image instead
I just found an artist who makes really good sprite edits of NES/SNES Fire Emblem girls, but it was on rule34 dot xxx and no one seems to know the actual source! Not even Saucenao...
In a new post I will explain why the discomfort as I feel like I might say something offensive mainly pertaining to Christianity. I don't really like the idea of worshipping a monotheistic God for a couple of reasons (polytheism tends to be less severe in my mind). The biggest being, we have no proof He exists. I don't... want to pledge my allegiance to something I can't percieve I guess? And then there is the idea that God is, above humans, and the rest of life. And idk, it's just uncomfortable to me, having this apparent higher being in charge like this?
I happen to like/have interest in mythology or legends, like Greek or Roman gods, fae and yokai that mess with humans for fun and have different and foreign moral codes to us. But somehow with the abrahamic religions it feels more serious. Like we're Really supposed to embody this. Um. It scares me...?
I can't remember where but religion was mentioned on ny feed. So I wanted to express my general, feeling about it, at least from my limited USA POV. It's kind of disturbing to me in a sense how much influence it has on the country. God is in the pledge of allegiance, and I think the national anthem. If the country is built on freedoms including religious freedom, I don't think that's very appropriate.
I understand that having faith helps some people live their best lives, but idk I often associate religion with people imposing it onto others as a "correct" way to live. And since I don't personally identify with any religion and the fact that this imposition is country wide, it just makes me uncomfortable.
I've just always found something like, charming, even relatable, about boyishness. I wouldn't say I myself am a boy, but I kind of, lean towards the atmosphere? I like how sometimes men's clothing is really big and loose on me, I like men's deodorant, I sit with my legs spread out, lol... And I like the traits of shota/young boy characters too. I just feel happy thinking about it.
I wish shotacon specifically wasn't so niche cause I just, like boys like that, and I don't get much art about it on my feeds. And I like lolicon too, but it feels like comparatively there's much more of that than shotacon. And sure I get it lots of porn is made for straight men who like correcting girls or something, ok... but I need the SPICE of life
I haven't had much time to really sit down and draw more complex pieces, or even do much worldbuilding. But I want to... Like, I want to draw some Pals I find interesting, I want to draw some of Wattana's shapeshifting, I want to draw young Ephraim and Eirika in private, I want to draw pictures of rainbows.
But, I usually come home from school too tired to do much of anything.
rape and child abandonmentI have a backstory-esque plot for how Amphon ends up alone at his age. He is a child of rape. I'm undecided on the motives, but his father took his mother one night, when she was left defenseless.
Tools needed for abortion are hard to come by, and people that know how to use them even harder, so this wasn't a viable option. Birth control is a little easier, but the mother never thought it would happen to her, so never took any. So she carries Amphon to term.
Still, a child wasn't part of her plan so to speak. She takes care of her baby only as long as she needs to, and leaves him behind as soon as it's "appropriate" or "feasible" (around age 5). They don't meet again after this, and wouldn't recognize each other in a crowd. Amphon doesn't know the circumstances of his birth either, and that really isn't what concerns him. While he is able to fend for himself via his own enginuity, he is lonely, and tired in a way.
So I also realize my list of inspirations for drawing (japanese animation, 2008-2015 animation memes) are more like what inspired me to start drawing and storytelling rather than what inspires my visual style. I still have no concrete idea what the latter is. Maybe it doesn't matter that much, and I think you can still say some of my visual inclination comes from those things
I wish more of Hideo Azuma's work was translated in English. Yeah I want to see the work of the "father of lolicon". He draws girls very cutely and it is very reminiscent of Tezuka. Also he just seems to have led an interesting life. Add it to the list of reasons to learn Japanese
@foxroom@Aogami commissioning in my experience is a collaborative process, usually the artist and buyer are going back and forth, discussing how to bring the idea to fruition. And buyers are picking specific artists because they are connecting with the work, in some way... I guess, most people don't appreciate this kind of labor, and what goes into it, and the reasons behind it. It's kind of like, valuing the journey over the destination to me. I'm really struggling to put into precise words how I feel about this. I'm usually discussing this topic with other artists who understand what I'm getting at a bit better.
"Azuma's combination of the stout bodies of Osamu Tezuka's works and the emotive faces of shōjo manga marked the advent of the bishōjo and the aesthetic of "cute eroticism" (kawaii ero). " -Lolicon, Wikipedia
@foxroom@Aogami i think that GenAI gives people an excuse not to think creatively, because a computer is just giving you what you want (by mishmashing other people's work usually without their permission). There is value in the process of creating art yourself. From motor and observation skills to the fullfillment of putting your ideas out there... GenAI takes away 90% of that experience.
Would be nice to join a zine collab that is fiction friendly but I never seem to find them in time. I wonder if I'd find anything if I search loli zine on duckduckgo
Wanted to maybe participate in a zine for Osamu Tezuka, but then they ban anyone who even engages with... "pedopornography (loli/shota)" or "incest/pedocriminal ships". Ugh, those terms make me cringe so hard. It feels wrong to think or say. But I am quite deflated regardless. Also, have they even read Tezuka's work or looked at his style?
