In a new post I will explain why the discomfort as I feel like I might say something offensive mainly pertaining to Christianity. I don't really like the idea of worshipping a monotheistic God for a couple of reasons (polytheism tends to be less severe in my mind). The biggest being, we have no proof He exists. I don't... want to pledge my allegiance to something I can't percieve I guess? And then there is the idea that God is, above humans, and the rest of life. And idk, it's just uncomfortable to me, having this apparent higher being in charge like this?
I happen to like/have interest in mythology or legends, like Greek or Roman gods, fae and yokai that mess with humans for fun and have different and foreign moral codes to us. But somehow with the abrahamic religions it feels more serious. Like we're Really supposed to embody this. Um. It scares me...?