sensitive topicsI was exposed to porn pretty early on, like middle school probably.
browsing on sites I maybe shouldn't have been on because the Internet was still fairly new.
I remember my first ever porn website was probably yaoi haven and it's lax rules (compared to most easily-googleable websites today) on what they allow and (now defunct) "furry hentai" stolen art gallery preview sites.
I also got involved in second life furrydom at the time and remembered interacting with many over twice my age.
idk how to feel about it all in retrospect but maybe it's part of how I've traveled along this path
sensitive topics@ibly it is! part of it for me I think is mood dependent: - an overwhelmed desire to cede agency and responsibilities for a simpler, purer form - a drive to vent/purge through dark themes and hedonism
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