repost. rape/non con
In particular I keep thinking of Amitie being raped. It's kind of cathartic to think about such a happy and kind girl going through something so painful and traumatizing and then being completely confused as to why anyone would ever do something like this. She would beg and plead for it to stop before eventually clocking out mentally, unable to process what's happening anymore.Then later, still in denial that this could even happen, she'll imagine it as a terrible nightmare. One that keeps coming back, one that "feels" too real. But it couldn't be real, right? Because who would ever do such a thing? But every touch, even from her friends, makes her panic. Once she finally opened up about the nightmare, it felt reliving. She feels a little lighter, but still scared.