pedo jacketing, taboo art discourse, implied Masturbation, mental anguish,thought spiraling
This is a wild first post but here. we have taken so much psychic damage over the years and especially this year over censorship,lolisho,babyfur,ect discourse....its been maddening and isolating. we needed to make some vent art about it so we did. we keep having private convos where people are much more patient or understanding about this stuff. about "degenerate art" and the value of fiction even fiction that offends others, or would be immoral if done in real life. we have spent a long time on the internet trying predict what will get us social murdered, or ejected from community. the panaopticonic pressure is still a thing, but its lossened its grip on us. we have the unluck of wanting to do way more than just nsfw art so we will probably always have some noose of Damocles around our neck, but we're seeing so many of our queer peers; fellow degenerates speak out. telling people that fashisim is weaponizing folks' disgust in order to hurt all of us. that censoring art that doesnt hurt anyone will lead to greater acts of censorship...and of course just seeing artists like that still having a following has been encouraging too.having an account on here is a big deal for us. we spent a long time looking for platforms where we dont have to censor or self censor our art. where we can make taboo art and be openly left. every site has different boundries we have to deal with, even ones considered for free expression of messy art. the mainstream/profitable internet is so draining to exist in. and we'll probably be further drained by having a foot in both. but at least we're making babysteps toward some sort of equilibrium.
