Shota,nudity, trauma thoughts,social death
Trebletober Layer 8Cursed Rudo is adorable in a battered disabled child sorta way...
Working on a zine rn. been working on it since the start of the month. Its gonna be called the Treblecon Manifesto and its about cultivating a diversity and queer informed lolisho space and thought. Gonna talk about social death and existing as a maganilized person in subcultures. no idea how close it is from being done but Trebletober has been part of it for us.
it shouldnt have to be so weird to be a leftist kodacon,cub enjoyer, babyfur, guro, or whatever transgressive artist or art enjoyer. so we're planning on taking up more space.
anyway text from the picture in case it not easy to read or u need some help.
"...its just, i felt too much like I did in the sphere.just had to take everything. No matter what people said or did i had to hold my tempter and endure it.But when they threw me away, i realized i couldnt do it anymore. If i kept holding it all in i'd die. I thought that was enough and i was past it....But i'm not. I'm still the same angry Idiot. I thought I had learned to be better. But i did what i always do and let the darkness whell up in me. Until someone got hurt. So much crap has happened and nothing's changed. It doesnt matter if on the sphere or on the ground, when everything i've grown is just me lying to myself. I'm just a piece of shit."
-Rudo, Gachiakuta (ep12: Something Like a Curse)
Gachiakuta has been really effecting us. as an artist especially , but also as someone So often thrown away, or in danger of it.
sometimes we fear that we need to be normal. or rather traumatized. as someone who does use fucked up art for coping, we always worry someone will claim (as folks sometimes do) that its a crutch or something? or that making and consuming problematic art is hurting us, just in a smaller insidious way, or that art as coping and healing needs to have the end goal of eventually stopping. that if we dont expect it to "fix" us, then whats the point?
the point is living.
some scars fade and never go away.
but that doesnt mean that you have to wear long sleeves all the time either....
forgive the typo in the art version of the quote lol
#treblecon #treble #shota #diaper #trebletober #Gachiakuta #trauma #socialdeath #fanart
