The spicier meat, with a side of bacon wrapped scallops and ice cold water. This is where I talk and draw about the Freaky (loli shota cub). Sometimes I also talk about general sex topics.
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Something I notice about fan translated doujins from jp>eng is that they manage to capture the politeness of the speech. Through the word choices and their placements in sentences. It feels crafted. And also I think it's really cool/comforting that Japanese has different grammar conventions for polite language.
I need an adopt of a shota who has a scruffy, dirty, survivalist look, but personality wise is cripplingly shy and anxious. And I want to pair this with a non human monster that basically kidnaps him. Alas, I cannot find many shota adopts on my usual haunt (Deviantart). I may actually just end up designing this myself, since many artists charge a lot for custom designs. But, feel free to ad to me if you don't...
I am not sure if I want to have Perez and Heloise exist in Steak's Galaxy. Because they are in a sexual relationship and Heloise is underage. But with the kind of art/stories I want to tell with them, this aspect is treated casually. And I don't think I want that for the canon of Steak's Galaxy, as in, statutory rape is against the law on the "main" planet, Cosmoton, and likely most other planets with sapient life. But I also don't think these two characters would fit in as a website mascot. They could just exist in a generic furry porno world, but it would feel weird, having all these other characters categorized and then two under "Miscellaneous"... what do... I'm definitely overthinking it... I could probably just find more character designs I like, buy them, and then call that "generic furry porno world". Or even make designs myself (scary).
Kind of funny how I only have 1 (original) character that would be considered a loli in age and appearance. I thought I would have more. But most of my character designs were adopts from Deviant Art, and Heloise was an Inkbunny adopt, so I guess it checks out. Well, I do also have Brie, who's design is a draft of Cream the Rabbit.
@ebi i think ppl deserve to be paid for translation because it is work, but to them it seems to ONLY be work, if you know what I mean. And it's worth pointing out that pro translations rarely translate the names in credits of anime, subbed or dubbed.
Most of the jp-eng translation I read is doujin but you can tell the difference in how things are worded that indie translators have different priority from pro translators most of the time. It's frustrating when pro translators do things like what crunchyroll has done because I am trusting that I would get a similar experience, reading of, the material that a native reader would get, and I don't know Japanese enough to read it. So it's disrespectful to the audience as well when they put their personal agenda in translation.
And also, I have only barely learned Japanese but just from looking at grammatical rules you can tell the language functions very differently from English in the way it's used, like the mentioned being context heavy. I have to wonder how so many people claim to be into Japanese art but have no interest in the language
@ebi yeah like why does the BSOD have a ":(". I know it's bad Windows, I know that my entire screen turning blue is bad, I don't need a ":(" to tell me
I am just a sap for romance despite being aromantic essentially. I like little girls being naïve about sex, I think them having first times are cute. I like the weirdo adult being conflicted about the young boy they totally don't have a crush on. I like twins having no clue why they shouldn't kiss each other in public, or a mom showing her son how much she loves him in every way possible. I like a dad innapropriately giving his kids sex ed. I like elementary girl and boy finding and imitating a dirty magazine. I like boys having a mutual masturbation session and girls touching each other's growing breasts...
But I like dark stuff too. Boys becoming prostitutes at young ages, girls being kidnapped and then staring in a snuff film. Adults grooming the kids they get close to, with or without malice. Teens without proper sex ed hurting each other cause they barely understand consent.
Well I kind of got carried away. But you know. Just wanna see more exploration of this theme.
Actually it is kind of sad how many Anglophone/English/Western/You Know Who I Mean lolishotacub artists kind of just draw this genre 70% out of spite 30% hypersexualized even for porn. I mean more power to you of course but when most of the art is like big booty brat girl mocking me for being a pedo and correction and ACAB or whatever when that is very barely the appeal for me I get a little lonely
@ebi well i get the shock aspect of it. If someone put a real guy and a drawing of a guy in front of me and said the real guy is more attractive, I would just be baffled
To do these things I am going to set little goals that build up to the big one. The Japanese learning would (hopefully) be a daily thing. I will have to do kana quizzes again. And my first goal is to get 90/100 for at least a week in a row. Then from there, start the vocabulary cards over. In between I will immerse with unsubbed anime for at least 1½ hours a day but ideally 2. The top goal right now is to pass the quiz on The Moe Way Discord to get the student role.
For the VNs, the first goal is just to finish writing Sonic vs. Dogs. It will be a straightforward kinetic VN so no choices. After that it would be putting it into Renpy, and then creating/finding art assets for it. This one would be done first, as Aurora Storm is longer and slightly more complex, with 1 choice. AS is already written though, which helps with time.
somewhat long winded discussion about hanahaki disease@ebi@bakersteak yes, the pretty metaphorical aspects of hanahaki are what keep me drawn in. Much like pop songs, fanfiction sure has a lot of ways to represent the twisty painful emotions of love. Though I think the tumblr post is right in that there can be fun applications without romance...
The alternative STD version is really intriguing, especially the part where its contagious. I'm already thinking idly about the kinds of relationship dynamics this would entail... Perhaps a marriage that has grown apart, or a fling between friends who are afraid to express deeper feelings.
(repost from main) It's too soon for New Year's resolutions but I know 2 things I definitely want to do already - get back to learning Japanese consistently (and pass TheMoeWay quiz so I can see the Discord again) - learn Renpy enough to make the 2 small VNs I want (Sonic Vs. Dogs and Aurora Storm) (also write and make the art lol)
I think everyone on my feed has more concrete thoughts about this and I didn't know how to weigh in without sounding and feeling stupid. Lots of these concepts are very abstract to me and being autistic I have a desire for more straightforward answers, not necessarily definitive and exact but more "these are the possibilities plainly laid out". I just think it varies a lot for person to person and scenario to scenario
really rambling post re: fiction/reality crossoverThe whole... Thing, with English spaces and their fervent need to relate fiction EXACTLY to real life is, so exhausting. Personally, I think paraphillia definitions are about real life attraction to existing things, otherwise I would just be everything under the sun to some extent. But like, no I am only interested in the Unreal, the Fantastical. Any of this stuff in real life is a no for me. There are probably circumstances and experiences that caused me to be this way as well as DNA or brain chemicals. It's just, very comolex stuff I think needs more research to be public.
People in the US latch on to art coming from a part of you deep inside and feel that it's super direct and obvious. The human brain is more complicated than that. It distinguishes fiction from non fiction by age 3-5.
Somewhere along the line (probably when tumblr became popular) American teens and young adults got obsessed with the idea of media representation. Like how minorities and such get portrayed. And I guess that bled over into internet art and writing. Cause they weren't grown up enough to have the emotional intelligence to understand disgust isn't the same as being in danger. And then were being exposed to all sorts of things that they didn't get right away. And education couldn't keep up.
I don't know where I'm going with this anymore. It's just tiring to think about how we got here and why. Ultimately I just want to enjoy loli shota + more in peace and share my passion. And I think the question of does fiction "affect" reality is not just a yes or no answer.
i'm talking about the grooming potential of Miles Prower, part 2Usually in Sonic cub porn Tails will be the one being groomed by Sonic. Mainly cause Sonic is the older one. But in my opinion I don't think Sonic is likely to do that, if we're sticking as closely as possible to his canonical personality. (If anything it would be accidental; he is one track minded about getting something he wants and doesn't realize he is hurting someone he cares about in the process.) To be fair I don't think Tails would either, but I feel like we can twist his personality and circumstances easier to make it so.
This Tails would still be a lonely bullied boy, but also more obsessive. Maybe even greedy? He latches onto Sonic to an unhealthy degree. He wants him so dearly, and is insecure about losing him in any capacity.
Tails does various small things to manipulate Sonic's life. Subtly guiding him away from other people he deems as a threat to their relationship. Doing or saying things that make Sonic worried, make him think Tails would be in danger without him. Making each other more dependent.
Sonic wouldn't fully understand something is wrong. He would feel that things are off, but can't place why, so he thinks maybe he's just being paranoid... While Tails convinces himself what he's doing is for the good of them both. They belong together.
