@CunnyGirlsMakeDo@secretposs i feel this way too!! i have a lot of dark fantasies like this, but there's something about it that helps me feel more in control too that i didn't have when i was a minor.
CW gatekeeping, antis, toxic relationships, noncon, age gapsI think at this point, we need to seriously start gatekeeping antis who claim to be into toxic yaoi and toxic yuri. I ESPECIALLY don't trust them in toxic yaoi communities if they can't even handle BL being made by kinky women who draw fucked up shit like noncon, grooming, etc. FUCKING POSERS.
re: CW age play middle posting, heternormativity, lolita mention@littleluci nymphet is what Humbert Humbert would call little girls in the book Lolita udiysfty like girls who are nymphomaniacs and seduce older men
CW age play middle posting, heternormativity, lolita mentionare lesbian nymphets a thing??????/ i remember the community for it on tumblr, but it was so hettie about girls wanting older men hjfgcydhj is there a lesbian version of that anywhere????
CW tiktok ban, antis, lolcow cringe culture, classism, racismI feel so complicated over the tiktok ban usdiftsyagu
I've always wanted that app to just fucking die already bc of how toxic it is. It's full of antis and art snobs who bully the ever loving fuck out of everyone and spread harmful misinformation and discourse about everything. But like??? I don't WANT people to lose their jobs and become homeless either?!
I saw a video recommended to me of a black tiktokker who gets treated as a lolcow talking about the ban and holy fuck??? the comments people would say to her is just...so dehumanizing??? like saying she had "Neanderthal" facial features and that they can't wait for "this thing" to get "a real job" already and help her mom.... and then full on capitalist rants bragging how their own mom owns a mcdonalds and fires all her employees because of "how incompetent" they are. THAT'S YOUR MOM'S FAULT THO YOU FUCKING BOOTLICKER UFIDSFYIUTI
Like the racism with the anti chinese conspiracy theories with tiktok was already bad enough???? lolcow culture is crawling with the most evil people, and they think their abusive behavior is justified towards these kinds of people online because they're already "problematic" anyways. 9 times out of 10, they just want to find any excuse they could get to torture visibly mentally ill people online along other marginalized backgrounds. They don't care about "holding them accountable" or whatever, i dont think they've ever given a fuck about accountability in the first place.
ya anyways, i really hope these creators dont become homeless and find other platforms to survive on????
re: misinfo@CunnyGirlsMakeDo@littleluci what happened?? i think i remember seeing inkbunny before, but never been on there... i hope they're ok too ; _ ;
re: misinfo@littleluci I've made middle4middle ads on fetlife before and still haven't found anyone to play with dusyiufyt i was REALLY CLOSE with another enby, but they stopped talking to me after I showed them a selfie of myself??? 😭
re: CW censorship, anti bullshitGod FUCK deviantart. I stopped liking that site the moment everyone started becoming edgy stuck up art snobs who "got over" their anime art style phase in the early 2010s.
It went from "ugh I'm not a cringy weeaboo anymore, I draw REAL cartoons now!!!" then migrated to tumblr to spread their 4channy anti otaku bullshit. Which started overlapping with baby's first social justice activism that liking anime too much is orientalist (instead of just.... Idk, finding more productive ways to stop the racist fetishism??? but whatever) and then obsessively finding other reasons to shame anime artists to stop enjoying anime and draw something else. I lost my artistic identity because of these fucking people + the trauma I already endured being an art school student being abused by the same kind of art snob cliques.
Cringe culture entwined with tumblr radical liberalism hurt me so much as an artist. All I wish for is that fedi never subjects me to this kind of bullshit ever again, I just want to move on with my fucking life and draw whatever the fuck I want again!!!!!!!!! FUCK censorship and FUCK the art world.
CW SFW age gap fanart involving shotaMe as a Loveless fan as an adult: I swear I'm not a dirty sourit shipper anymore. I am perfectly and totally aware that this isn't a BL manga and their relationship is canonically toxic!!!!!!!
Also me: looking for potential Loveless stickers for my laptop and squees at this from redbubble I WANT IT I WANT IT I WANT IT I WANT IT I WANT I-----!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
re: Complaining about a Bluesky anti, very snarky and sarcastic. Talking abt CSA survivors and grooming now@pubbybone i genuinely wonder how much antis ever go to therapy themselves? like i know its not something that everyone can access, but they're so doubtful or suspicious of even our own therapists for being so accepting of us. i vent to my therapist about anti shippers and she's just blown away by this whole spectacle online iuyfduysft
that being said, these people genuinely need help. that all sounds like a very miserable headspace to be in. i used to be an anti too, but honestly exploring lolisho again has helped me genuinely question my own CSA abuse and asked my therapist to confirm if i actually was. being in that kind of denial and fear is so scary. and it always does feel like we have to overshare online for people to take us seriously.
